It's these little people that I do what I do for. It's them that makes the studying worthwhile and the pressures of school life bearable. I could not imagine my life without them in it. They are my world.
Things are beginning to look up a bit in my life. I am BUSY. So busy in fact that I tend to collapse at the end of the day and sometimes do not even recollect what happened within the last 24 hours. I know its going to be worth it. I know that keeping my eye on the prize is where I need to be focused. But man, The GUILT that I deal with is overwhelming. I hate not being able to be there for everything that my children do. It pains me to miss school events, and sports. Even just having one on one time with them is almost impossible lately.

In 2 short weeks I am going to have a 5th grader, a 3rd grader, and a 2nd grader. I am blown away at how fast time actually went. What happened to my babies?