7 Months pregnant with baby #4.

Yes you read that one right. 

I am pregnant. Very pregnant, Beached whale pregnant... I am due Christmas Eve. 

I wouldn't change it for anything. Even though this little guy (ITS A BOY!) was unplanned and a total surprise I am really truly excited to get to be mom of a tiny one again. Here is little man at his 20 week ultrasound. 

Want to see what I look like too? I thought so...This is me at 30 Weeks. 

Back to what I do best. Embarrass myself on accident, share it with the public and then at least enjoy the fact that someone got a laugh out of it.  I post on a bulletin board on Babycenter and the topic is what (sarcastically that is) has made us so dead sexy while we are pregnant. Here is mine: "I farted alone in my SUV when I went through the jack in the box drive through, I rolled down my window to pay and the drive through guy gagged and said "whoa damn!"  I kinda wanted to die...but instead I laughed like a man, ended up peeing myself and had to change my pants when I got home.  I ooze sexiness..." 

Yes. I feel sorry for my Jimmy. Poor guy. 

I'm still alive and kicking....kinda

Very few things make me as happy as a RuPaul's Drag Race Marathon! I love that show so much. I love to watch people be who they want to be and not who they HAVE to be to please other people. The new season starts tomorrow and I couldn't be more excited!
I got to spend time with James last night, It was really nice to just sit and talk and play games together. I love that he is interested in what I have to say. He takes my ideas seriously and not just as "Alicia's Dreaming". It gives me so much confidence to have someone think that I can be anything I want to be, I don't have to fit into someones idea of a perfect partner. I already am enough. When you feel that way there is nothing more freeing in being able to be who you are and who you were created to be.
Not so exciting news, I get to have a kidney removed. This is not something that I ever thought I would have to do, I am ready for it to be out.
I was watching TV with Luke the other night and a commercial for womens razors comes on and he looks at me in sheer horror and says "Women shave?". I had to explain it to him but he is still creeped out by it, I had to show him my razor and everything. Silly kid.
He has been such a snuggler lately. Always attached to me while we are at home. I don't mind one bit. He is going to be 8 in April and he is almost 4 feet tall.  He still fits in my lap just fine and I am going to let him continue to sit there as long as he wants.
Boston likes to use big words in conversation, sometimes it throws me off a bit. He is 9. I have heard the words; awkward, suffocating, perfection, sanitized, impeccable, and my favorite....unfortunate.
He had to write a report on someone that he loves, he chose his brother. Talk about melting a mommy heart. He does love his brother, they are best friends. They do not like to be away from eachother. They share a room but I think that if they had their own room we would have a hard time trying to keep them apart. I think that they feel like they are the other's safety net. I think its beautiful.

My Christmas List

I never really think about things that I would really like to have for christmas....Until now

1. Immersion blender
2. Pot holders!!!! I NEED these! 
3. Cast iron dutch oven
4. Quilts (I am so crazy about the ones that I have!)
5. cookie cutters
6. Juicer ( this is one thing that I have been wanting to try. I might just go out and buy one used)
7. Electric blanket
8. Both fireking milk glass anything and white pyrex pie plates. I love them. 
9. Blu ray player!
10. Mittens 

There. It feels good to know that I have a list if anyone asks (Which they always do!) 

Thankful Thoughts

I have been enjoying some special time with my kids lately, mostly just snuggling on the couch or having special little chats about nothing in particular. I love that they can come to me and not feel weird about it. It makes me feel like I am doing something right.
I am missing my Ashlynn. I get especially sappy about her during the holiday season and her being a legal adult is just unreal to me on so many levels. I miss seeing her beautiful eyes on christmas morning.
Natalie is a really good writer! I am so impressed with her ability to portray her spoken words into written ones, I'm letting her occasionally blog on here now because I love that she likes to write like her mama.
Boston is my little lover. Such a sweet and sensitive boy. He comes and gives me backrubs before he asks for things, its cute how he butters me up. Love that boy.
I had Luke (7) read our special thanksgiving book tonight. I love that he is old enough to read it alone and enjoy reading it. We look at the pictures and he makes up stories about the kids playing in the book. Its some really sweet moments that I am already treasuring.
I love being in love with my best friend. I love the hugs in the morning and at night. I love the sweet words and the genuine appreciation that we have for each other. I tried to practice wedding vows and I cant even practice without crying. I can explain in words how much James means to me. I am truly the luckiest woman alive to have such a special man.

Yay....Aunt Flo is showing up for the holiday!

Well here is something to be thankful for.....I'm due for my period on thanksgiving.
Well played body of mine....well played.  I do have to be thankful for it somewhat, I mean...at least I have one meaning that I am still fertile.  I do see babies in my future, just not as near as some others might see them.
Nothing says be thankful like gut wrenching cramps and queasiness!

On the plus side, I have amazing soon to be in-laws. I LOVE their company and look forward to spending time with them.

First Day "what to do"

Im Natalie sauvageau Alicias daughter in fith grade im ten and doing really good in school I gust had my mom go to my school and look at my grades she said I was doing good and i was doing great in writing and she wanted me to start writing on her blog but only one problem .I don't know what to write without a topic like our teacher gives us I don't know what i should write about .

these are my ideas so far

• school
• social life 
• how i go trough the sauvageau family
• 5th grade survival 

I just don't know what to write .After a long vote i have decided to go with my 5th grade survival these are the things im going to write for the next year !

1. P.E 
2. Crush
3. classroom mayhem
4. Band geek
5. Abby
6. best school
7. Mr.Betlach (best teacher ever)

All in all i will be writing one subject one by one i will be writing my first subject soon .

I miss watching spongebob

• Talking to my Luke the other day and he tells me that Boston is his best friend and that he misses him very much when they are apart. That is enough to melt a mother's heart.  Mine sure did. 
• I am so crazy in love with my 3 kiddos that I can hardly contain myself sometimes. I love living in the Seattle area with my kids. There is so many things that we can explore.
•  I am engaged! James asked me to marry him on September 12th while we were in Las Vegas for his sisters wedding. I get to marry my best friend! 
• This post has nothing to do with Spongebob......sorry. 
• I try so freaking hard not to quote RuPaul's Drag Race in public, but I sometimes cant help it! "You don't know anything about fashion!". 
• I am the floss Nazi. You are probably doing it wrong, here let me help you. 
• I say super stupid stuff, Like "There is water in those waves!" when talking in general conversation. This convo was about my hate for fish and the waters that they thrive in. 
• I have a "thing" for redheads. ;)
• I believe in marriage and true love, even though my first didn't work as it was supposed to. I am determined to get it right this time. 
• I love to take care/wait on people when they are sick. Kids and Adults alike. 
• I have the baby itch. Bad. Like Really Bad. 

Whats not to love lately?

My kids and I made an attempt at homemade butterfingers. They tasted really good however my daughter labeled them as such......

Cause apparently that is what they resembled. 

I hope the appearance improves with the next batch. I will keep you posted.