Oh Aliciabelle.......

I got 2 apple bins today for my new chicken run. They cost me $6.00 each and I am going to pick them up tomorrow. I'm pretty happy about it because my chickens are getting mighty cooped up and I feel bad for them.
Ashlynn had her 1st track meet and got 3rd in the shotput. I am THRILLED for her! She called and was so excited to tell me about it. I made sure that she knew I was darn proud of her too.
The kids and I were in the kiddie parade last weekend and they had a great time. Natalie held the banner for her school and boston rode in the wagon I was pulling. It was a little windy, but at least it wasnt freezing or scorching hot! I dont think that we are going to the big parade. I havent been that impressed with it the last few years, Id rather just skip it and do something that we all want to do instead. (Personally, I just really want to sleep in)
I am not coping really well with not being able to be pregnant again. I really did want 4 children, Its hitting me much harder now that Luke is 3. What makes it really hard is watching my sister and sister-in-law both be pregnant, dont get me wrong, I am thrilled to have more nieces and nephews. Its just hard to hide the heartache. I dont really have an outlet that I can express it to either, Tom just gets irritated with me, he tries to help but i just end up feeling worse about it later. Guilty almost for wanting another one. I dont know....Thanks for listening.